Yesterday, Finnean had story time at his preschool. He was so excited until he got there and then was a bit overwhelmed. Sounds about like what you are about to read... |
Family/Friend/Random person: Is Finnean going to preschool this year??
Me: Yes, in September. He is really excited.
F/F/RP: Ohhh, how are you doing? It will be so hard.
Me: I am doing okay, he is the first one so I think it will be way harder when the baby goes.
Yeah freaking right. I almost pulled him out of preschool yesterday AND he hasn't even started. I called the director to make sure that I had him in the right class (3 day vs. 2 days a week). She was so kind and explained that 3 days seems like the best fit for him and his skills and that 5 day next year would be a great preparation for kindergarten. WHAT!? 5 days!! I ended up crying on the phone TO THE DIRECTOR and said, I think I am just struggling a bit more than I thought I was going to. She gently laughed and told me it was normal and I am definitely not the first mom to get cold feet about sending their child to preschool. We hung up and then she probably told his teacher that I am crazy.
Awesome. So he hasn't even BEEN to preschool yet and I am crying.
His first day is September 5th. I think he is going thrive at preschool and could use the group interaction. It is for 6 hours and 45 minutes a WEEK. He is not going to college. I will be fine. He will be fine. AND please, please I plead with anyone that sees me, do NOT say: he will be going to college before you know it. You might get an overflow of tears that you might not be able to handle! Good grief, wish me luck. :)